Our story begins with the beginning of this beautiful body that you call your mother planet.
In the beginning of this time there was an inspiration, an intention, as well as a desire to create a jewel, a gem of love. Many creator beings joined together to assist this body to take form. This galaxy was chosen as one that could support the creation of life and the animation of a grand adventure within the body of this planet. All who joined together were beings who could focus love and all of the different qualities of creator within creation. The fabric of the template for this body was woven with great care. Those who focused into creating the template, the etheric body, did so without rest. There was no sense of time so much, but once they began they did not stop until the template was complete. It was a great undertaking.
The body of this planet was formed out of meteors as well as other bodies that broke apart in order to create another body. It took a very long time to evolve the qualities necessary to sustain life. There was a series of experiments, you might say, as well as a catalytic kind of environment that for hundreds of thousands of years gathered energy and all of what was needed. As that began to form in the oceans, life began. The cellular mater was created in such a way that it could sustain consciousness and animate it, even if it was the beginning of it.
Your DNA, the information and light within your body contains the original elements, in some way the spark that was the first birthing here. Your story is woven within the larger story every time you come to Earth and take on a body of matter, of life. Single-celled organisms began to form multiple-celled organisms, brain cells, nerve cells and cells that would grow into a variety of forms…cells in water and then gradually cells on land joined together to form the matter elements of life that became ensouled by increasingly focused and aware aspects of consciousness.
I as Earth Mother informed life with my own consciousness.
But the Great Mother of Creation surrounded me and has been the one who embraced and held this small planet within this small galaxy as her own child. In some ways the Mother of Creation is my mother. Her embrace continued to shield us for many, many, many millennia. Only creator beings who were part of the original creation of the template or those they gave permission to were allowed. It was rather protected.
The creator beings who joined me danced freely. Every spontaneous awareness and idea that was part of their awareness could be woven into what would be like having life as a canvas. They would try things, create things, and some of them would start etherically to draw energy into the body to create it while others would not do so well. Just like artists today, some things make it to the show and other things do not.
The delight of that time was the immersion of conscious beings joining me when it was time to birth the infinite variety of life here…dancing, playing, creating as if we had a grand canvas that seemed limitless and eternal. At a certain point there was another influx of consciousness in waves. These beings that came were also invited to move into this delightful place and to begin to bring awareness, consciousness, and light directly into form.
These would be the first human types of beings beginning to take some form, but still quite evolved and quite high-frequency and still more etheric than fully embodied. In each tradition there have been early stories of those who began the creation here, the consciousness here. It has been called Eden…paradise, perhaps…but Eden is probably better. There were those who delighted in this creation and continued to open their own capacities to join the dance. And there were those who also decided not to fully immerse, but to watch, to stay a little bit apart. If any of you remember any of this, it is in your story. Joy was immersive, immeasurable, constant, and all that existed. The animals, even insects, plants, fish…all of those things that you have some familiarity with…began in that time.
Certain things happened in your bodies in duality.
Sometimes it is difficult to shift certain patterns or emotions even after you have tried very hard and have released very much. Your bodies have a strong memory pattern. Some bodies carry memory in different ways than other bodies, but the way your body carries is a chemistry. It’s in the chemistry of your cells, in the chemistry of your body, so you cannot just release in your mind and you cannot just release in your emotion. Your physical body eventually needs to also shift in a chemical way, in a frequency way. So, your bodies are the next frontier.
Your physical body is mapped or informed from the time you are conceived. Your conception carries with it a great deal of charge which carries a momentum forward through the gestational period. There is a kind of charge, a sexual, sensual communion, that is formed in every union, or experience of union and orgasm, but in particular when there is conception. The charge is somewhat formed by the emotions that your parents have, particularly during the union experience that conceived you.
The charge has grown through your entire life underneath it all and carries some disharmony and elements of dualistic programs from your parents. Sometimes the chemistry formed in the womb carries over into your experience of your physical body. You have also informed your body from conception with your own soul print. Your soul chose this body, you helped form it. Part of the charge at the moment of your conception is your soul joining in to this moment and joining this evolution of a body into your life. So you, your soul, are part of the conception.
All of this, as it opens up, carries with it not just the dynamic of the moment of conception, but an informing of the current of your life. Most of you had a kind of current that had within it a soulprint or blueprint for completion within duality, completion of the story. And you may have had a long list. You may have had a karmic story that needed to complete. You may have had areas of your soul that had not finished or felt incomplete while in the old story. You may have brought with you certain things that were emotional patterns that you lived over and over, and you came into this life to complete or finish it so you can move into the new time.
At a certain point the Mother of Creation was alerted that it was time to bring another intention into this creation.
The Mother of Creation and the mind of Source had a discussion at this point about what the Creator had in mind for this beautiful baby of hers who was now starting to mature. That would be me. The discussion went on for quite a while. The Mother had another version of what could be here than that which was intended by the great Source. They had a discussion.
In the end the Mother of Creation agreed to allow the intention of Source to move deeply into this experience and to seed here all of the other facets of consciousness that had been evolving in different parts of the universe. The grand scheme, in a sense, was to bring all of it together in one place and see what would happen, what all would evolve, and how it would all bring something into conscious form that had not been able to be done in any other place or any other time.
The Mother, however, was concerned that this precious loving jewel would not be able to weave it all together, particularly knowing that some of the consciousness that had been evolved in other places did not carry a strong current of love. In the end I was given several gifts to work with. She gave me a gift of a pearlescent awareness so that I had a way to go inside of my own conscious body if I needed to, rather like a pearl that is formed inside of a dark place. So, she gave me the capacity to go deep inside rather than spending all of my time creating around the outside and sustaining life there. She also gave me another gift, which was that many of the creator beings who had been here with me would stay here with me rather than leave as they had originally planned. Some left but many stayed as their part to assist this next unfolding. The third gift she gave me was her own wisdom. She passed into my consciousness and body the wisdom of her own great awareness so that I could draw upon it when needed.
At a certain point she relaxed her embrace and the visitors arrived. Some of you may be among them. Word had gotten out that this was going on and there was grand excitement. Many desired to be part of this experiment, in fact so many that they had to come in stages. The word went out as ones came and they sent word out to others, so there was a grand influx of souls starting to embody here.
The consciousness that had been all joy all of the time began to carry other qualities.
Originally there were no boundaries of individuated consciousness, only awareness that was shared amongst all. The influx of visitors began to create dissonance in awareness. Those who had been here a very long time and were the first experiences of life here began to not quite recognize what was taking place, as if there were places they did not understand and could not go. All of what was coming in did not compute, so to speak. That was the experiment.
It was my job to continue trying to inform these ones with whatever wisdom I could share, with the love that I could continue to open and with anything that could assist them. But gradually there was an overwhelming influx and consciousness began to have a kind of differentiating pattern. Beings who came from other dimensions were already individualized in some form. They had already evolved mind, weaving light into a kind of template that became individual thoughts and then individual identities. These things began to inform all of consciousness and people began to lose the sense of one merged awareness that was delightfully shared by all. The resulting self-awareness was rather frightening in its first stages. Fear was born then. When you begin to become self-aware you can begin to sense that you are separate. That sense of separation was where fear was born. Fear, of course, has had many, many millennia to grow, so now you see it and feel it as if it is something that is normal. But it wasn’t within the original template of this planetary body.
Many of you may know more of the story from here. There was a time that was known as Atlantis. Those who were individualizing had great thought and mind power and used the resources they found here to create great monuments and temples. They could beam their thoughts into various places and began to control the thoughts of others. It was the beginning of a time when the separation grew between those of individualized consciousness and what would be the merged consciousness. There were still humans during that time that were merged into that experience of the delight, but that was becoming more and more difficult. At a certain point a choice was made. It had to be made because the frequencies were splitting. Many of your animate animals chose to stay merged. The devic kingdom, the great beings of plants and others chose to stay merged, while a great group of humans from the various dimensions that had been born here now chose individuation.
You have evolved from those who chose individuation.
Your lineage is probably not from one place, even though your soul may identify yourself there. Your human lineage contains the starseeds of almost every being that ever came, every star, every planetary dimension within the universe is woven into your body, woven into your cells. That has been the grand experiment, that was the great scheme. However, along with the loss of merged awareness grew greater fear, which grew greater separation of awareness, which grew more and more suspicion of each other as individuated beings started to see differences.
Separation grew into warlike colonies of people who decided that they needed to create more fear in order to conquer or in order to stand above to create a superior place for themselves to get more of what they perceived to be the resources. You will understand this story because you are in the end times of it. You have had great wars. They were even called world wars, were they not? Previous to that there were not world wars, though there were many wars in every place of land. Indigenous peoples as well as peoples who were in the so-called civilized countries…most, but not all…continued to create individualized experiences and then to create a kind of fear-based conquering experience.
There were several places in my body where the humans that never moved out of the merged experience continued to exist, but they were not overwhelmingly large. But they were there and protected by me until this last century. At that point when the world of conflict penetrated the whole of consciousness they too were brought into the whole. Some of them left at that point because they did not know how to be individuated and they chose not to. Their part was to maintain a merged awareness during these ages in which they could. So, many of them have left though some have stayed.
What has happened in this last age is that the Mother of Creation has returned.
Her embrace came back over the last century, even as the wars were finishing. After the last large war she surrounded my body again to assist me now to open the wisdom deep within my core, and to bring a deepening of awareness and a universal ray of consciousness directly into my body. That ray of consciousness interpenetrated matter, and as you were born, many of you, there was an awareness and a quickening within your own souls. Many of you returned from previous times knowing that it was this time that would again bring the quality of joy that you remembered from that very early time. Some of you are returned creator beings, having been with me all of these many many cycles. And some of you decided to come into this experience rather recently in order to have an experience of the culmination. After being in spirit perhaps much of the time you are choosing now to be embodied for the experience of the culmination of the grand scheme.
The Great Mother, Great Creation Mother, has been the one who has woven the new fabric for the new template. I brought what I could bring from body and awareness of matter, the wisdom therein of the story, and all of the cellular awareness that could come into that experience of creation. Source now came into the fullness of saying OK, this is the end of the grand scheme and perhaps I made a mistake or two in the projection of what it would be like on the way to this end time.
The Source never intended to have so much pain, fear, and separation evolve here. That was not part of the plan. But it is what happened when all these different forms of consciousness joined together, particularly those who continued to hold mind apart from love, apart from Source in awareness and wisdom. Mind apart from emotion. Mind apart from awareness and body. The crystallization formed again in consciousness, not for the first time, and is now playing out at the ending of the duality structure. Looked at from afar there is an escalation of fear, with people acting out of great need to control, and with great panic, victimization and powerlessness.
Your bodies are re-weaving into what is not a fully merged experience but an individualized merged experience.
Your individualized souls are opening into the experience of the great communion and dance of creation once again. Your cells have to regain capacity to vibrate joy, and some of you go through various kinds of cleanses. Your bodies purify and clarify as more of your soul light, great spirit light and awareness embody and you open into this new template of life, this magnificent creation that is a new experience with you and all who are choosing to join me.
Crystallized consciousness of mind, however, is beginning to vibrate in a whole different way. Some souls have chosen to crystallize without opening to receive any input or awareness and there is a kind of splitting apart. These souls as well as the consciousnesses that are woven into them will take this crystallization and move it into another dimension, one that will no longer be able to create here.
This dimension is shifting. You might be having identity crises. You might not even quite know who you are at times. That will evolve. You are taking with you into this new creation the best of what you have evolved, the harvest of what your soul has encountered, experienced, learned, grown, and drawn upon in terms of the wisdom within life as well as the wisdom within your spirit between lives. As the dimensions around my body interweave there is a sort of shifting within the emotional experience as well. For millennia many of you were drawn into the forgetful experience of being human, separate, apart, and afraid. Your emotional bodies contracted in some ways, and that memory remains. In order to fully animate your physical cellular body with the joy that you have the capacity to experience, your emotional body also needs to relax out of the story, the history that you remember as your Earth lifetimes, and touch deeper into the well of wisdom and knowing that my body carries for you.